—   Strawberry Shortcake.

Hello! You can call me Ray.I’m a storyteller at heart, an artist by soul, and someone who finds magic in the little things—like capturing a smile through a gpose or sharing a laugh with a friend at 2AM.I’m incredibly open and honest, sometimes to a fault, but I hold trust and sincerity as sacred. If you’re kind, real, and genuine, you already have my loyalty.I love gposing—not just for myself, but for others. Even if I don’t always feel confident in my work, there’s something deeply fulfilling in seeing someone light up because of a picture I made just for them. That joy? That’s everything.People often tell me I’m sweet, lovable, and even a little adorable. But truthfully? I see myself as a chaos gremlin with a heart of gold. A feral little creature who will stab you lovingly and then bake you cookies about it.If you're looking for someone who will cheer you on, plot wild stories, or just sit in silence together while the world burns beautifully in the background—hi. That’s me.

  tonight the ocean is possessed.  

Ray.

She/Her. CST.
zodiac: Leo

—   byf.

✧please read before following. ✧

  • 🌸 I’m a little weird, heavily pink-coded, and fully powered by coffee, chaos, and character arcs.

  • 💬 I’m always looking to make people smile, whether that’s through laughter, stories, or just vibing in voice chat.

  • 🖋 I’m wildly creative—sometimes too creative. I get hyper-focused on character building and world crafting.

  • 🧠 I make way too many OCs and rarely keep them all (they multiply like gremlins in moonlight).

  • 🦊 Yes, I RP! But just because I do, that doesn’t mean I’ll ERP with you—or do it instantly. Story always comes first.

  • ✨ Please respect my boundaries.

  • I’m here to have fun and build meaningful stories. If you're only reaching out for romance or ERP, you might be in the wrong place. Consent and comfort are everything.

  the universe faints all around me.  

✧don't interact if you: ✧

  • 🚫 If you're only here for ERP. I'm a storyteller, not your fantasy fulfillment.

  • 🚫 If you think I’m a sub looking for a “daddy” or “mommy”—you will be disappointed.

  • 🚫 If you’re under 18. This space is strictly for adults.

  • 🚫 If you’re racist, homophobic, transphobic, or any flavor of bigot.

  • 🚫 If you have a god complex and believe the world revolves around you.

  • 🚫 If you're looking for a one-night stand or a quick hookup. That’s not what I’m here for.

  • ⚠️ I value kindness, communication, and creativity. If you can’t offer that—keep moving.

—   about me.

Hello! You can call me Ray.I’m a storyteller at heart, an artist by soul, and someone who finds magic in the little things—like capturing a smile through a gpose or sharing a laugh with a friend at 2AM.I’m incredibly open and honest, sometimes to a fault, but I hold trust and sincerity as sacred. If you’re kind, real, and genuine, you already have my loyalty.I love gposing—not just for myself, but for others. Even if I don’t always feel confident in my work, there’s something deeply fulfilling in seeing someone light up because of a picture I made just for them. That joy? That’s everything.People often tell me I’m sweet, lovable, and even a little adorable. But truthfully? I see myself as a chaos gremlin with a heart of gold. A feral little creature who will stab you lovingly and then bake you cookies about it.If you're looking for someone who will cheer you on, plot wild stories, or just sit in silence together while the world burns beautifully in the background—hi. That’s me.

i drink each cherry star like wine, & set our love ablaze. he tastes like whiskey & regret, my lips of gin & sweet salvation. cheers to the times we can't undo, when i was good to you.

in fever dreams, he holds me . . . fever dreams, destroy me.

  inside his kingdom of disturb  

Ray.

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⛓ NA/ EU Servers
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🩸 Collabs are always open🎀ᶜᵃᵗᵇᵒʸ ˢⁱᵐᵖ🎀

—   interests.

✧likes.✧

  • 📸 Gposing—capturing moods, magic, and moments.

  • 🖋 Writing—give me drama, tension, and soul-shattering arcs.

  • 🎶 Music—everything from soft lo-fi to screaming into the void.

  • 🌸 Vibing with friends—chaos gremlin energy with heart.

  • 🤝 Collabs—two minds, one beautiful mess of creativity.

  • 🦊 Character Development—give me flaws, scars, and slow-burn evolution.

  • 📚 Deep lore dives and tangled backstories

  • 🫶 Soft moments between chaos

  • 🧵 Aesthetic boards and mood playlists

  • 🗡 Power dynamics, emotional tension, and slow-burn storytelling

  • 🦋 Late-night convos that turn into therapy sessions

  • 🌙 Found family, forbidden love, and characters who shouldn’t fall for each other

  • 📖 Journaling, inner monologues, and character voice exploration

  • 🖤 Angst. So much angst. Give me that beautiful pain.

  • 🎀 Custom outfits, themes, and matching glam for RP

  • 🐾 Kitsune, demons, hybrids, and lore-rich OC species

  • 👁 Slight obsession with visual design and presentation

  • If it stabs the heart, fuels the muse, or paints a story with shadows—I’m in.

✧dislikes.✧

  • 🚫 “Pick me” behavior or people who constantly need the spotlight.

  • 🚫 Egotists—there’s a fine line between confidence and arrogance.

  • 🚫 Rude people. Kindness should always be the baseline.

  • 🚫 Negative vibes. If you thrive in misery, I’m not your audience.

  • 🚫 People who can’t take a joke but love to throw them.

  • 🚫 Constant one-uppers—this isn't a competition, it’s a connection.

  • 🚫 Guilt-tripping or passive-aggressive behavior. Use your words, not manipulation.

  • 🚫 Love bombing followed by ghosting. Emotional whiplash isn’t welcome here.

  • 🚫 Treating RP partners like NPCs in your solo story.

  • 🚫 Blurring IC and OOC without permission. Know the difference.

  • 🚫 Ignoring boundaries or moving too fast—respect is key.

  • I don’t ask for perfection, just basic decency and a little emotional intelligence.

  i am the queen of his design  

slow dancing in the summer breeze, of a pale afternoon. i reach my hand towards his heart — there's always something in the way. he touches me to taste the wound, feels like deja vu . . . deja vu.

in fever dreams, he holds me . . . fever dreams, destroy me.

✧aesthetic. ✧

  • 💗 Girly & Cute – pinks, bows, lace, and soft sparkle

  • 🖤 Goth / Emo – dark liner, heavy moods, and leather dreams

  • 🔥 Pin-Up & Sultry – confident, seductive, and beautifully bold

  • 🌸 Nude / Sexual Themes – tasteful, intimate, artistic expression

  • 🌙 Soft chaos with a dark twist—pastel hearts wrapped in thorns

  • ✨ And many more… I shift with the mood, the muse, and the moon

  • My aesthetic lives somewhere between a cursed porcelain doll and a seductive shrine maiden. It depends on the day.

✧learning.✧

  • I’m currently dipping my paws into the world of modding—slowly but surely! So far, I’ve learned how to:

  • 🎨 Create custom makeup

  • 🖋 Design tattoos

  • 👗 Upscale clothing

  • 🕺 Tweak and craft emotes

  • 🎨 And now... small emotes and art doodles! I’m learning one pixel at a time.

  • I’m also learning how to open up more when it comes to RP ideas—trying new dynamics, exploring different types of characters, and stepping out of my comfort zone (even when it's scary).

  • Every day I pick up something new (when my ADHD isn’t dragging me in seventeen directions).

  • And I promise—I’m not scary. People say I can be intimidating, but honestly? I’m probably more nervous than you.

  • I get anxious, have little panic moments, and second-guess myself often... but I love making friends and sharing ideas once I warm up.

  • I might be a bit shy at first, but give me time—and I’ll meet you with kindness, creativity, and maybe a feral laugh or two.

—   Friends.

the blue eyes, the deadly cosmic breeze of blissful june . . . i wanted to love you, but in this is the peculiarity of goodbye, the expiration of each inspired & desperate kiss.

& perhaps that was all we were looking for this time.

  perhaps i came for nothing more  

quotes & testimonials.

  • “You’re braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.”

  • “Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same."

  • “We are made of contradictions—of teeth and tenderness, of fury and grace.

  • We are not meant to fit into stories; we are meant to shatter them and write our own.”

What the oc would say about Ray

Arani
“She gave me teeth when the world expected silence. I do not bow because she taught me to rise.”Rayven
“She is a scholar of souls. She does not simply write—she remembers the things no one dares say aloud.”Lamb
“She calls me ‘soft’ but made me from bone and belief. I serve because she saw me.”Millie
“She says I’m cute, but she made me dangerous. That’s love, right?”Reika
“She unchained me. Not with mercy—but with understanding. I owe her nothing. And yet... I remain.”Ardon
“She made me glorious. That’s all there is to say. She knew what power looked like—and it looked like me.”Rayne
“She gave me the wind. The world said ‘stay,’ but she whispered ‘run.’ And so I did.”Ela
“She lets me be soft without shame… but still taught me how to stand when the world pushes. That kind of love? It’s rare.”All of them, together
“She gave us life. Not just names and powers, but purpose. We are her shadows, her echoes, her stories—and we carry her heart in every line.”

—   Art Work.

*of my characters old and new

Artist and links:

—   Art Work.

*With friends, old and new

—   Art Work.

*of friends, old and new